Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Just an update straight from me

From the day I got diagnosed with "pan-can"...I always knew or was reminded (unfortunately) I was up against the odds/statistics...but didn't let it bother me because with God by my side I knew I could fight and give it my all. With that being said...I have done just that from day one of figuring out if it was primary pancreatic or breast "c" that had metastasized. Once it was determined to be pan-can I have been fighting ever since...so since 11/30/2012-it hasn't been an easy ride, but it has been a wild one. From the whipple surgery, chemo, radiation, more chemo, naturopath doctors, juicing, several supplements, several stent replacement surgeries, etc. etc. etc....
Many of you are aware, some have an idea, some think they know, and then who knows what all has been said...so I figured it was time the horse has spoke...
Last Wednesday I was given the news about my tumor markers reaching an all time high...and chemo not even being an option. People say/ask...well what about this, or what about that...why can't you do this or that? Well there is so much more to my puzzle...I have a huge blood clot we've been trying to manage/control along with the discovery of varices near my stomach wall. My stomach is not emptying properly...so that is just a glimpse. Right now at this time palliative care is under way and I'm living each day to the fullest that I'm able to with 2 little girls that call me Mama. At this time I ask you pray for peace and comfort for us.
Thank you for your continued love, support, and prayers.